Saturday, July 29, 2006
With Liam away I have felt most neurotic. That is to say, I hate to be alone. I panic about every noise I hear. I don't sleep well and I don't feel well. It has come to my attention after having spoken to Liam on the phone that we hate to be apart. I could hear the saddness in his voice. Yah, its fun at first to be all free but then it sets in he's not there. I miss his big over sized body taking up most of the couch. I can't sleep without hearing his obnoxious snoring. I feel lonely when its just the two of us and no daddy. I didn't out right ask him if he missed us but I could hear it in his voice. He too was lonely. Perhaps he misses me poking him in the middle of the night saying "STOP SNORING, I CAN'T SLEEP". Maybe he misses me leaning against him as he tries to type important messages. I don't know what it is that makes people so damn fond of each other but somehow we just miss each other. Without him I don't feel complete.