Tonight I am worried. Tomorrow is the Ultrasound.
I have been here three times before and three times before they have looked at me and said "Mrs. Bosley but I am sorry there is no baby sometimes these things happen." I have prepared myself for these words. I have done the dishes cleaned the house and readied the bills all in preparation to me falling apart for a few days. If these words come tomorrow I will be devastated. I will sit in bed and cry for a day and then I will pick up the pieces that are me and struggle on knowing that heaven has gained another angel. So pray for me. Pray for strength and endurance to keep going because in the end I am still Roses mommy.
My Angels
January 1999
January 2000
May 2001 twin to Rose
Please what ever your religious affiliation is please pray for us. I am going to need it!
6 comments:
It's probably over by now, but my prayers are with you!!!! I love you.
--Gaye
Hugs and more hugs. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I know you must be in agonies. I've been thinking about you so much. Hang in there! I'll be hoping for fuzzy black-and-white pics of your lil' bean soon.
XOXOXOX
Fingers, toes and eyes are all crossed for luck on your upcoming visit!
(Granted, I am getting some funny looks at work, but they are used to me, or ought to be by now.)
I wish I could give you a hug. Have your hubby & Rose give you one for me.
You're still in my thoughts... for now, for the ultrasound, for everything.
I miss you babe.
Love you.
And you and you and you.
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