a bit of a rant

Tonight I am feeling a little frustrated.  Not at anything to specific but everything in general.  Adoption is hard.  Infertility is hard.  Parenthood is hard.  I'm not sure what hurts more having friends who don't understand or friends who should know better.  I feel like I have handled myself with a bit of grace.  I have lived with infertility for 13 years.  I have the ability to put my feelings aside for others.  I don't think I am making much sense but I'm going on day 4 of feeling off.